so many ups and downs, super highs and super lows, loves and loves lost, and all for what?
as the year winds down to an end i find myself trying to get back my old self, my old loves and passions and most importantly reconnect with who i really am.
the future is full of tough decisions and the promise of realized dreams, yet i find i have completely lost touch with the important "little" things that made me so happy and complete.
now as i hunt those little things down again and add new little thing to the chaos that is my life i find a whole new world which excites me to the point of ecstasy.
i am taking up studying photography part time next year to quench a thirst i have been starved of for so long now. unfortunately the rat race will as always take centre stage in my life, but i have learnt that as long as the bills are payed the world is my oyster. i find my self distressed for having not added anything to my DA for so long now yet i spend every day of my life browsing through profiles and artworks that take my breath away.
so as i go on leave and have the time to clear my mind and take a well deserved rest and gather up my secret projects before making plans to release them upon the world i will get back to adding things to my DA page and personal web pages. Thanks to all my friends and family who have stuck by me through all the crazy shit i have been up to... thanks to those special people in my heart that i love and will never forget...